Thursday, April 23, 2009; 12:59 AM
new blog
=)
a fresh start
a new blog
!!!!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009; 10:42 PM
had a movie
"CRANK HIGH VOLTAGE 2 "
Super RA18 XXX rated !
you see naked girls everywhere / sex etc
nice movie lots of action / sex / nudes / bloody !
like watching porn
erm
ahem .
must watch with opp sex partner you wont regret .
quite turn on .
=X
so hell ya guys brings gals go
and gals bring guys go
^^ like watching porn get it?
LOL
thats all tml should i go sch ?
^^
"CRANK HIGH VOLTAGE 2 "
Super RA18 XXX rated !
you see naked girls everywhere / sex etc
nice movie lots of action / sex / nudes / bloody !
like watching porn
erm
ahem .
must watch with opp sex partner you wont regret .
quite turn on .
=X
so hell ya guys brings gals go
and gals bring guys go
^^ like watching porn get it?
LOL
thats all tml should i go sch ?
^^
; 6:39 PM
woke up a 1pm , and sch ended at 12 .
haha my first pontan since school started
Thursday lesson 1/30mins ,while Friday is teambuilding day
guess if i skip both days that makes 5 days off school , how nice . ;)
should i go school for the team-building ? i might just make more friends out of it
wonders ?
somehow i miss sch. otherwise am rotting at home also
oh well recently im addicted to this game in facebook
" Friends For Sale"&"Restaurant City "
very addictive game and i know bestie though Friends For Sale.
Had a little chat with Mr.Liew , hes nice ..
i regretted not studying hard ;(
regret this feeling gonna stuck in my life forever ,sigh
.
lol she didnt say bye before she left
she didnt reply my msgs
.
Baby tell me how to tell you?
i love you more than life
baby can you take my hand and lead me away form here please?
absence makes the heart grow fonder
1months1week .
and i still got many years to go?
haha my first pontan since school started
Thursday lesson 1/30mins ,while Friday is teambuilding day
guess if i skip both days that makes 5 days off school , how nice . ;)
should i go school for the team-building ? i might just make more friends out of it
wonders ?
somehow i miss sch. otherwise am rotting at home also
oh well recently im addicted to this game in facebook
" Friends For Sale"&"Restaurant City "
very addictive game and i know bestie though Friends For Sale.
Had a little chat with Mr.Liew , hes nice ..
i regretted not studying hard ;(
regret this feeling gonna stuck in my life forever ,sigh
.
lol she didnt say bye before she left
she didnt reply my msgs
.
Baby tell me how to tell you?
i love you more than life
baby can you take my hand and lead me away form here please?
absence makes the heart grow fonder
1months1week .
and i still got many years to go?
laters.
out
out
Tuesday, April 21, 2009; 8:46 PM
was late for school again , slpt late again last night
haha somehow i cant adjust my sleeping time .
chat chat chat didn't even notice 4am LOL
i was the first to finish my class exercise again !
i wanna keep this up!!!!!
not going school on Thursday , got other plans
planning in progress !
you can do anything that you set your mind to
i can run a million miles if i really have to
nothings impossible .
ambition Deejay & event related !
anyone know anywhere i can get deejay set at a very fair price? & where can i learn !
haa got thing talk to me auto .
nth no talk ha.
i guess clara got lover le . haa . fast .
thats all for today ! till tml BLOGGIE !
Monday, April 20, 2009; 11:10 PM
had to be awake by 6.30am because lesson starts at 8am
First Impression Counts !
manage to be the first to solve all those HTML related questions !
hopefully ill be the best in class for this subject
gonna aim for 'A' !
i want to be successful in future , probably be a Deejay or something related to event's in future
not gonna follow my trade's in ite .
i never like electronics , follow friends to hell !
lol !
no offense bros !
i feel good though i haven been eating well , my mind is more opened up .
thank's to bestie / sweetie and those babies .
i was held back by alot of stuff
now i have no reasons to hold on now ; )
lastly best'ie the more you think the more it hurt's & please adjust your sleep hours lei !
as for sweetie your heart totally MESSED up , good luck figuring how to " un-knot" it .
Sunday, April 19, 2009; 10:00 PM
had uploaded some of the pics in to photobucket
just in case my pc went sot or hp went missing
http://s644.photobucket.com/albums/uu166/ahtokie/
haha too many reasons why she left me .
just trying to find my way back home the old me is dead and gone
just in case my pc went sot or hp went missing
http://s644.photobucket.com/albums/uu166/ahtokie/
haha too many reasons why she left me .
just trying to find my way back home the old me is dead and gone
random pics
; 2:55 PM

; 3:04 AM

Exempted HELLYEA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at last , FINALLYY!!
everyday end at 12-1 besides thursday
SONG AH !
i never realized until they told me , aha last time you said have to rch hm by 6/7pm
wahah nw can stay out so late
wow .
Gonna get some new clothes soon & Gucci Lanyard !
looking at simple tee's and levis jeans .
yarwns .
what the fuk did we build this 3 fuking years ? hatred or Love ?
because i trusted , love you so much
after i learn that all those words are lies
that love that trust
what is the feeling now?
i dont know
i thought this day will never come
go tell your friend the side of your stories
lie to me about everything
you didnt keep your promise neither will i
3yrs bcum like that
so cruel !
put me in misery !
http://bingie-licious.blogspot.com/
please go read all your post and profile
i love tokleong hai
a zillion words could never describe this very strong feelings i had for him .
all because of this feeling named l-o-v-e
he makes me go round and round .
i never wanted to end this love & i fave my heart and my soul since the day i fell in love with you
greedy grabbing the happiness you gave me i dont want to let it slip off
.i love you baby !
anw i dunno whom are the one i can call as friends, they acted as if they know everything
as if they care
go here say this
come here say that
lmao.
no matter what happened last time when we break ,
what you did ? knee dwn , beg ? suicide ? threaten me etc
i will always look back without fail
thinking that theres a future for us
i did the same thing to u,
u JIATAO TELL YOUR PARENTS SAY ALL THOSE STUFF
CLOSE YOUR HP ASK YOUR FAMILY FWEN LIE TO ME
WOW
BREAK
NXT DAY WENT OUT SHOOPING BUY EVERYTHING I HATE
DO EVERYTHING I HATE
THANKS .
3years , say break jiu break
honesty i still cant understand whats the real main reason you broke off with me
suddenly one fine day because of a small quarrel we just broke off
just suddenly break and seize contacts .
yep find another bf , you rather risk getting hurt again ? maybe ?
than being with me ! woot !
why dont you look back thinking everything will get better? be alright ?
i doubt you can find any one that love you as much as i do.
you only think ur fwen la hor.
go tell your side of story
i thought we can always talk
as long as theres love
we can always talk over
i jus dont wan regret , i hope you wont too.
sigh
isit because of freedom ? or you wanted to wear skirts ? we can always talk about it wad
theres no way our character doesnt click well
you yourself know well
friends there , can they be trusted?
are you happier without me?
will they stab you in the back like how you did to me ?
your next relationship ? sex or love ?
why that day u still say wan talk to me?
why you say want come my house ?
really. im tired .
i doubt you read my blog also .
sometimes i ask myself why
3 years simi sai feeling also dont haf
break must like that rite
thanks for the word " clean cut "
thats why you can get over that fast
cause all are
because i trusted , love you so much
after i learn that all those words are lies
that love that trust
what is the feeling now?
i dont know
i thought this day will never come
go tell your friend the side of your stories
lie to me about everything
you didnt keep your promise neither will i
3yrs bcum like that
so cruel !
put me in misery !
http://bingie-licious.blogspot.com/
please go read all your post and profile
i love tokleong hai
a zillion words could never describe this very strong feelings i had for him .
all because of this feeling named l-o-v-e
he makes me go round and round .
i never wanted to end this love & i fave my heart and my soul since the day i fell in love with you
greedy grabbing the happiness you gave me i dont want to let it slip off
.i love you baby !
anw i dunno whom are the one i can call as friends, they acted as if they know everything
as if they care
go here say this
come here say that
lmao.
no matter what happened last time when we break ,
what you did ? knee dwn , beg ? suicide ? threaten me etc
i will always look back without fail
thinking that theres a future for us
i did the same thing to u,
u JIATAO TELL YOUR PARENTS SAY ALL THOSE STUFF
CLOSE YOUR HP ASK YOUR FAMILY FWEN LIE TO ME
WOW
BREAK
NXT DAY WENT OUT SHOOPING BUY EVERYTHING I HATE
DO EVERYTHING I HATE
THANKS .
3years , say break jiu break
honesty i still cant understand whats the real main reason you broke off with me
suddenly one fine day because of a small quarrel we just broke off
just suddenly break and seize contacts .
yep find another bf , you rather risk getting hurt again ? maybe ?
than being with me ! woot !
why dont you look back thinking everything will get better? be alright ?
i doubt you can find any one that love you as much as i do.
you only think ur fwen la hor.
go tell your side of story
i thought we can always talk
as long as theres love
we can always talk over
i jus dont wan regret , i hope you wont too.
sigh
isit because of freedom ? or you wanted to wear skirts ? we can always talk about it wad
theres no way our character doesnt click well
you yourself know well
friends there , can they be trusted?
are you happier without me?
will they stab you in the back like how you did to me ?
your next relationship ? sex or love ?
why that day u still say wan talk to me?
why you say want come my house ?
really. im tired .
i doubt you read my blog also .
sometimes i ask myself why
3 years simi sai feeling also dont haf
break must like that rite
thanks for the word " clean cut "
thats why you can get over that fast
cause all are
LIES .
THANKS FOR THIS MISERABLE FEELING
HOW CAN I REPAY YOU BACK ?
THANKS FOR THIS MISERABLE FEELING
HOW CAN I REPAY YOU BACK ?
because i trusted you so much
because i love you so much
thats why i hate you so much
give up.
i love you thats why i cant bare to hurt you.
because i love you so much
thats why i hate you so much
give up.
i love you thats why i cant bare to hurt you.
Saturday, April 18, 2009; 4:48 AM
im back blogging !
just end my little conversation on the phone , wasn't expecting to hear that .
i wanna add something more about friends .
i tried walking away , its hard . i would say impossible.
when im with my friends i tend to get that off my mind , somehow i just cant get it out of my mine completely .
friends maybe there , then again what i need most is someone i can love and be loved .
i just dont want to regret in near future . thats why im not gonna let any chances slip by .
i've been offered a job ! yea , clubbing . have to talk to my mum about that , i guess she wont mind because im working ? .
Deep's partner say i can start by helping in underage party wok ;)
now they got 3 clubs .
wah .
never been to club, messy place .
events , yup . no matter what happen to the world
nothing will affect events
happy go club
sad also go club
lesser risk =)
so i bet my future on it
i was once a very active guy , run here run there
because of a certain someone i gave up all those thing xpically friends .
because of what someone says , freedom you gave up on me
3years
i even watch her shit lor
that " CLOSE "
lose all my " PRIDE "
i just wanna say that the world aint fair
an eye for an eye
maybe thats my retribution
i dont wanna be look down in future
those cheese pie
look at me , rmb me .
ILL MAKE IT BIG
lastly
im a man that honor my words
please dont class me with those utter degraded people.
bite me , i kill you
just end my little conversation on the phone , wasn't expecting to hear that .
i wanna add something more about friends .
i tried walking away , its hard . i would say impossible.
when im with my friends i tend to get that off my mind , somehow i just cant get it out of my mine completely .
friends maybe there , then again what i need most is someone i can love and be loved .
i just dont want to regret in near future . thats why im not gonna let any chances slip by .
i've been offered a job ! yea , clubbing . have to talk to my mum about that , i guess she wont mind because im working ? .
Deep's partner say i can start by helping in underage party wok ;)
now they got 3 clubs .
wah .
never been to club, messy place .
events , yup . no matter what happen to the world
nothing will affect events
happy go club
sad also go club
lesser risk =)
so i bet my future on it
i was once a very active guy , run here run there
because of a certain someone i gave up all those thing xpically friends .
because of what someone says , freedom you gave up on me
3years
i even watch her shit lor
that " CLOSE "
lose all my " PRIDE "
i just wanna say that the world aint fair
an eye for an eye
maybe thats my retribution
i dont wanna be look down in future
those cheese pie
look at me , rmb me .
ILL MAKE IT BIG
lastly
im a man that honor my words
please dont class me with those utter degraded people.
bite me , i kill you
Friday, April 17, 2009; 11:26 PM
CA told me , hey tok they looking at second year gpa so you might have the chance !
WEEETTTTT
another news is i gonna work as part of a crew with deep's gang
sort of club thing ... blog later HUNGRY !!!!
ouch
Thursday, April 16, 2009; 8:09 PM
bloody oucer <-- hope i spelled it correctly had one on my left cheek another on my gum , OUCH!! applied for exemption hopefully they look at my final nitec gpa which is 2.8 ! if that's the case woot i got so many free times to do alot of things . goona work and rush up my projects prefecting it i got nth left , gonna work extra hard for my studies woke up at 9 plus had a little chat with bestie, crazy girl still haven sleep . she said : bestie,later must acc me ok.haha.i mean msg.don't know why msg you is like a xi guan. 2 strangers , because of a same problem we bcame bestie , she an wei wo , wo an wei ta tml should be a big day for you ? all the best . lets works towards our dream lol " the prefect relationship "
i wrote a letter , kept well .
had spended days , nights writing it
dont think ill have the chance to send it
hope everythings in my life goes smoothly
haven been in luck ...
and lastly before i go out !!!!
What hurts the most was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and your not seeing that loving you was what im trying to do
living with this regret
i love this song , so true about my previous r/s
,
not gonna let any chances slip by
i gonna treasure what i have now
just notice the song aint complete
tittle of the song was sang originally by cascada
tittle
What Hurts The Most
enjoy with the lyrics .
i wrote a letter , kept well .
had spended days , nights writing it
dont think ill have the chance to send it
hope everythings in my life goes smoothly
haven been in luck ...
and lastly before i go out !!!!
What hurts the most was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and your not seeing that loving you was what im trying to do
living with this regret
i love this song , so true about my previous r/s
,
not gonna let any chances slip by
i gonna treasure what i have now
just notice the song aint complete
tittle of the song was sang originally by cascada
tittle
What Hurts The Most
enjoy with the lyrics .
Random
; 1:10 AM
What makes you think i will love you forever?
you talk like as if i needed you that badly and you dont need me .
something weird happen , this dude added me on facebook and ask me something about bestie
of all why he ask me strange LOL .
he ask : Hey you celestia Bestie ? You like her ? You know her alot ?
thinking back the feeling i had in past
being loved awww.. such a nice feeling
gonna skip pe !
bye!
listen to my prayers =(
Wednesday, April 15, 2009; 8:12 PM
haven been happy since we broke up , besides knowing her the other thing was to be exampted for
MR.HO's class , going back 5 everyday now i can go home everyday like 12pm man . MRHO's : as long as your got B for your Nitec you can skip my lesson , wah lau i was like fuking happy . -.- today my CA came in and told us that NEED B and a GPA of 2.3 . wtf my first year gpa only 2. wah lau . i went to the sections head and she say the same thing jialet liao t.t.
disappointed . hopefully .sigh.

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MR.HO's class , going back 5 everyday now i can go home everyday like 12pm man . MRHO's : as long as your got B for your Nitec you can skip my lesson , wah lau i was like fuking happy . -.- today my CA came in and told us that NEED B and a GPA of 2.3 . wtf my first year gpa only 2. wah lau . i went to the sections head and she say the same thing jialet liao t.t.
disappointed . hopefully .sigh.

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009; 9:54 PM
im lucky enough to be able to skip a few lessons
so basically everyday i end around noon ! besides Thursday !
woot ! so much bloody free time
i only have to attend web design something which im bloodly good at hell yea , manage to be the first in class to finish it , not haolian . i just feel that i can get higher grades this time round!
i not gonna be look'ed down ever . fuk u people SMD.
almost every lessons go computer lab & access to internet !
new classmates they are cool , not all la =|
we play dota together in class , time past like fuk !!!
went down to get my SP CERT , had to print out some stuff i went to my blog and attually double click PRINT on my blog . printed out the whole blog twice .LOL
yes , lame nothing better to do
ended up i used up the last 18 pieces of A4 papers .
had my hair cut muhaha
the fresh new me
got myself a earing , feel like piercing 2 on my right lei=\
gonna get myself some long jean's and a couple of simple tees
$248 + $600
HEHEHE
haven talk to girls on phone for bloody 3 years ,
what a long chatttttttttttttttt
we talk about
" why we broke off , i replied she said : character buay gum , she said 3 years lei now then know ? "
she told me this " she aint suffering , why are you suffering "?
tml till 12 hosei no plans yet hmm ... shisha? hmm bbqq? hmmm
wonders dinner 1st later blog more ...
loves.
Monday, April 13, 2009; 6:48 PM
finally managed to get hold of that precious 1 and the half hour sleep
pop a pain killer and went school at 7
class size was bigger than the previous i had
almost everyone are new ,only met couples of them before
had chicken rice for lunch , ordered chicken rice
aunty gave me 1/2 chicken sioh. almost quarrel -.-
pissed.
went off after taking photos at 11.30 , teacher say im handsome <- -.-!
took bus back , bus break down along aes there
my friend say tok you got more sway anot?
First your gf left you again
2nd your Gpa drop so much
3rd same class with him... <-- enemy.
4th chicken rice also can quarrel
5th bus break down
went home telling myself
i cant sleep otherwise tonight sure cannot sleep again
lol and i dozed off.
gonna die tonight .
so weird . i used to msg her and receive her msgs every morning and night .
feels funny.
whatever.
haven did anything good until
bestie msged me telling me that she manage to get the job i introduce her
seems that she wasnt able to find a job her likings
im glad i did help .
all this horrible nights , heng ah bestie
somehow we got so many things in common
somehow we understand eachs pain
thanks for accompanying me so many night's
without you there i would have bang my head's against the wall liao
THANKS
pop a pain killer and went school at 7
class size was bigger than the previous i had
almost everyone are new ,only met couples of them before
had chicken rice for lunch , ordered chicken rice
aunty gave me 1/2 chicken sioh. almost quarrel -.-
pissed.
went off after taking photos at 11.30 , teacher say im handsome <- -.-!
took bus back , bus break down along aes there
my friend say tok you got more sway anot?
First your gf left you again
2nd your Gpa drop so much
3rd same class with him... <-- enemy.
4th chicken rice also can quarrel
5th bus break down
went home telling myself
i cant sleep otherwise tonight sure cannot sleep again
lol and i dozed off.
gonna die tonight .
so weird . i used to msg her and receive her msgs every morning and night .
feels funny.
whatever.
haven did anything good until
bestie msged me telling me that she manage to get the job i introduce her
seems that she wasnt able to find a job her likings
im glad i did help .
all this horrible nights , heng ah bestie
somehow we got so many things in common
somehow we understand eachs pain
thanks for accompanying me so many night's
without you there i would have bang my head's against the wall liao
THANKS
I never thought that I'd fall in love
But it grew from a simple crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up
when you walked out
will blog later again . hee nth better to do
But it grew from a simple crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up
when you walked out
will blog later again . hee nth better to do
; 5:05 AM
lol hyper active =P
; 3:44 AM
; 1:58 AM
FUCK .
today was yet another normal day went out prawning , catch rate low . still we're happy about our catch
thought of bbqing on spot , too bad its late and raining soon .
i only makan 2 wings & rice for the whole day .
aiyo how to be fit fit lei ?
my plans for now be fit fit
follow by earn lots of $$
after that get myself a car
after i get this 3 cfm chop can get girl easily < - LOL
have to be school by 8am , hell yea till 5.30 man
hope this round ill have the chance to make new friends , miss my old mates .
its 2 im still awake , cant sleep lei had too much kopi liao
heng bestie entertain me otherwise nothing do
sicked of dota ; )
4 hours to school , crap im still bloody awake.
we were talking about soulmate
its so hard to find a girl whom truly love who the way your are and not who your are .
when you find one follow Nike Motto
"Just 'Shoot' It "
i trusted you too much
i tried so hard
and got so far
i had to fall to lose it all
the eyes ease open and its dark again
in the end it doesnt even matter
Saturday, April 11, 2009; 9:06 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009; 2:59 PM
the freedom i used to have the friends i used to have are slowly coming back
! chiong Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
you always complain in the past i never give you freedom , dont know who took away my freedom still want say me? lmao
thanks anyway .
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