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Monday, March 30, 2009; 5:42 AM

its going 6 in the morning
i feel terrible
if what they say are right , what am i , fuking fool?
i tried holding on , im tired .
i feel like a fool

i've been thinking that say you have been always very true to our relationship
then we just separated like 2weeks and you have been going guys?
just know ? or its been a while
yet , i wanted to meet you everynow and then
because you dont wanna meet me we had a little quarrel + last time de thing
ended up break .
dont get cheated
worth it?

Pz said shes not that type of girl .
you change that much .
i wanna know weather you have cheated on me before anot .?
all i ask is just this .
although knowing that it doesnt make a difference but still i just wanna know ...

i miss the days where we had real fun together
i miss the days where we draw on sembawang beach
i miss the days where we fly kite at kranji beach
i miss the days where you lay right on my shoulder
i miss the days where we cuddle each other to sleep
i miss the days we joke,kiss had fun around
i miss the days when we are still together
do you rmb those flowers i brought you?
elmo? you even thought of selling it away ?

i miss those days ...
been though that many .

thinking what i can do . nothing .
i rmbed buying her roses she was angry not to mention the one on stomp
lol.

when my times come
forget the wrong that i've done
help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.
some good memories for us to look back

Jesus, God .
You brought me here
Im your child
Guide me through
i ask for an miracle
show me my soulmate

thanks for hearing my prayer

Mend My Heart
And
I
would
Give
You
My Soul

my heart has been broken for the past few days now its shattered into tiny peices and it can never be fixed again
i wan to love someone , maybe the only way to ease this pain .
next time when i come across a good girl , i wont miss this chance .
I want to be like Sandy / Phyllis .

so envy so jealous