Stayed home whole day !
super tempted to buy ciggs finally manage to tame the wild beast inmyself down .LOL
TML WEET !!!! looking forward everyday for a new day .
ok sounds lame .lolol
too bad they all at chatlet aww ....
had curry fish for dinner one word SHIOK!
i want to be big !
hungry again update later!

BACK !
ok wild beast wanted to smoke , went down had a puff before home
sat there thinking aimlessly what should i do now ?
she said to me on msn
" i know your pattern already not suitable for me "
yup , even i dont understand myself well .
" i believe in destiny , wont look back "
Fate&destiny one who define its true meaning one shall obtain immortality

Wiki
Destiny refers to a predetermined course of events. It may be conceived as a predetermined future, whether in general or of an individual. It is a concept based on the belief that there is a fixed natural order to the universe.

Fate refers to
Destiny, an inevitable course of events,

basically Destiny refers to one path whom the one chosen
while
fate refers to what we commonly know us "fated" its set there by gods ?

regretted
A sense of loss and longing for someone or something gone.
Synonyms: regret, sorrow, grief, anguish, woe, heartache, heartbreak



conclusion Fate / Destiny , be it fated or not we dont know .We chosen this path
if your not regretted you shouldn't feel a sense of loss " above " .

the following sentence might be abit complicated
Love who he/she is but not who he/she is
true love never come smooth

"quoted"
When you meet your soulmate, do you know it pretty much right away and if things go wrong, is he then not your soulmate? How do you know, if things seem great and then fall apart? I have a situation that is pretty unique, and I'm not sure what to make of it. I am getting mixed signals and even though I am in my 40's, I don't know how to navigate this. Does the path of true love always run smooth if the person is your soulmate? I don't know whether to give up or wait it out.

we are pretty much in the same shit anyway =)



Promised , lies whatever.

Stay strong with your loves one , together you will overcome all.
.
coming out someone who said this
what happen to your relationship?
what did you Promised as well.

I hate to have weakness thats why i must change and be strong

=)

i learn something today
live your day to the fullest
you dont know when you gonna die
so yea live to the fullest
CHEERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!