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Saturday, March 21, 2009; 1:02 PM
Was looking at baby thinking back the " dogs things we did " . i Still renember maomao we just merely have him for less than a week we have got no choice but to sell it due to some reasons, she was very sad and even cried . 3 years reationship and shes laughing how much i mean to her worst than a dog .
and another incident
she said if i draw 3 times the card that she want i might stand a chance.
where i have to draw 1 card out of the 4 cards
i manage to draw what she had on mind for like 8 times in a row
hais.
she always have nightmares and even cry while sleeping . it hurts me seeing her like that
I just wanna give her happiness
a strong sense of security
be with her no matter rain or shine
pamper her lik gems
dote her like baby
shelter her pain and carry her burden
i long have in mind she gonna be my bride , my wife , my life .
why cant she just take it as another bad dream ? .
i've no ideal what shes doing what shes thinking . are you happy ?. what should i do.
