Friday, March 27, 2009; 2:49 AM
sleep long
had
SPICY BBQ STINGRAY & SPICY BBQ SQUIDS
for dinner.
day by day doing / going out to so call " relax , free myself "
yup its like beer/pills you forget everything for a short period
then when you wakes up the
hang over
hurts even more
what im trying to say
the more i try to forget the more it hurts
its not freedom not things not items not money that i lust for
i lust for loves, craving for it.
its nice to have someone loving you , gees sweet feeling
